Overslept?

So this week finally caught up with me. After staying up until 3 a.m. last night and 2 a.m. monday and Tuesday night working on a term paper, I was exhausted. I built in time to take a nap, and I needed it. So with the time I built in to take a nap, I took one. Unfortunately, I needed one so badly I slept through my alarm that went off about 10 times before I sudden awoke (without the alarm of course). I swore aloud and texted a friend in the class to tell them I was on my way and pretty much ran over there.

So I guess I'm left with a few questions. Have I been doing this wrong? Am I really that far behind? Am I supposed to be staying up this late to work on a paper? Or is that I result of bad time management. Honestly, I didn't know my topic for this paper until Sunday night, so I was unable to work on it over relays (not that I would have anyway). Is this just the madness of spring?

STRESS STRESS STRESS

I can't get this knot out of my stomach. First of all, I didn't get much sleep last night, I was tossing and turning about the conversation that I need to have with J and Hillel elections. And today that stress has carried over.

I wonder when J and I will talk. Will it be awkward? Will it go well? We both kind of admitted we were nervous so in a strange sort of way, it's also sort of comforting. I'm sure it will be okay, it's just a matter of it happening.

In terms of Hillel elections, I am a little nervous. I wrote out my platform on a notecard that I can take up with me when I give my speech if that's necessary. I am the best candidate for Vice President. I have the most dedication and leadership abilities and I will work best with the rest of the board. It's got to happen right? Well, it doesn't have to but it should I think.

I found out today that I have a outline due Tuesday for my Rhetoric class for my final essay. I have no idea what I'm going to write about. Uh oh. And I have a Psych test on tuesday as well. So stressful! That day is going to suck. 

My weekend is going to be crazy too. Here are the plans:

Thursday- Class until 5:15; Mandatory Floor Meeting at 5:30; Mock Recruitment 6-8; Hillel Elections at 9. Between 5:15 and 6 I have to attend the floor meeting, eat and change into pin attire. I told K I'd go out with her tonight, but I might want to just go to sleep after the elections. Or, maybe I'll have an adrenaline rush if I win. Then I'll go out. Unless, J wants to talk then. That definitely takes priority.

Friday- I plan to wake up early and study (another reason I probably shouldn't go out tonight). At 11 I am painting the background of the Hillel square with J & S. Then, we're going back and showering and J & me (and maybe some other people from Hillel) are going to the Leaders & Luminaries Awards Ceremony. I'm nominated for top first-year student, although I don't think I got it, because I heard my mom would have gotten a letter if I won. Then J & me plan on walking to a park. Cute, right? After that we're probably just hanging out and then at 8 we're going to Shabbat Dinner. That should be nice. As for after that? I'll probably be tired and just go to bed.

Saturday- Street Painting! Hopefully it won't get cancelled, but I have a feeling it will. I'll probably end up drinking once or twice during the day, but other than that I have no plans.

Sunday- I'm meeting with my ad principles group at noon and have the parade at 2. And chapter at 6 p.m.

I guess that's not AS BAD as I thought it was, but I bet my weekend will get more complicated, it always does.

I feel much better now, I'm glad that I vented. Have a good weekend!